I'm crashed. Day three. Not sure what caused it either. My parents left Sunday....I guess I did a bit too much Monday - but not enough to cause a three day crash. Perhaps it's a cumulative effect of my busy summer....I sure hope not.
Right now:
- Sore throat
- Major dizzy spells (came very close to passing out this morning as well as in the library yesterday - whoops)
- muscle twitches
- painful lymph nodes - arms
- very deep seated chest ache (hurts to breathe)
- muscle weakness - I've started using the stool in the kitchen again
- fatigue - I brought a handful of clothes downstairs yesterday and felt like I'd run a marathon or worse
I'm laying in my downstairs bed listening to the rain. I just finished a book and a bowl of popcorn. Sometimes I can't believe this is my life - being sick, laying in bed, reading, resting......
A blog of my daily thoughts, ideas, and ponderings (skewed towards the perspective of an over-educated, nature/dog/northern loving, chronically ill, Canadian woman).
Thought for the Day:
Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul.
And sings the tune
Without the words,
and never stops at all.
That perches in the soul.
And sings the tune
Without the words,
and never stops at all.
- Emily Dickinson
Friday, August 28, 2009
Crashed
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I hate to give out unsolicited advice, but I can't seem stop myself at the moment... It sounds like you really need to take a break. Are you sure you're up to continuing with the PhD course?
ReplyDeleteWishing you good health...
Unsolicited advice is very welcome Alyson. The weird thing is, I finished the intensive one-month course at the end of July....I was considereing myself recovered from it and now a crash hits?! I didn't think it could be caused by the course as I've virtually been on break since? Usually my crashes hit 36-48 hours after doing "too much".
ReplyDeleteI suppose with ME/CFS you just never know when and where you're going to crash. The uncertainty really stinks (this is one of the understatements of the century)! Crashes are the worst. I wish you a swift recovery back to your "normal."
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