Thought for the Day:

Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul.
And sings the tune
Without the words,
and never stops at all.

- Emily Dickinson

Friday, August 28, 2009

Crashed

I'm crashed. Day three. Not sure what caused it either. My parents left Sunday....I guess I did a bit too much Monday - but not enough to cause a three day crash. Perhaps it's a cumulative effect of my busy summer....I sure hope not.

Right now:

- Sore throat

- Major dizzy spells (came very close to passing out this morning as well as in the library yesterday - whoops)
- muscle twitches
- painful lymph nodes - arms
- very deep seated chest ache (hurts to breathe)
- muscle weakness - I've started using the stool in the kitchen again
- fatigue - I brought a handful of clothes downstairs yesterday and felt like I'd run a marathon or worse

I'm laying in my downstairs bed listening to the rain. I just finished a book and a bowl of popcorn. Sometimes I can't believe this is my life - being sick, laying in bed, reading, resting......

3 comments:

  1. I hate to give out unsolicited advice, but I can't seem stop myself at the moment... It sounds like you really need to take a break. Are you sure you're up to continuing with the PhD course?

    Wishing you good health...

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  2. Unsolicited advice is very welcome Alyson. The weird thing is, I finished the intensive one-month course at the end of July....I was considereing myself recovered from it and now a crash hits?! I didn't think it could be caused by the course as I've virtually been on break since? Usually my crashes hit 36-48 hours after doing "too much".

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  3. I suppose with ME/CFS you just never know when and where you're going to crash. The uncertainty really stinks (this is one of the understatements of the century)! Crashes are the worst. I wish you a swift recovery back to your "normal."

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